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11:12 am: Another day, another possibility for death...

I've recently been looking at some interesting groups which I have added. And I have spoken with a few folks about some interesting matters, but, alas...my presence is still lingering. This has some downsides, but upsides as well, such as the beautiful, blue moonlight that I saw streaming into my room the other AM, when I awoke and saw the bright, full moon casting into my living area.

I've recently had some interesting dreams, including this one of this woman that wanted my house for whatever reason. I said, "you can, if you kill me," and she wrapped her hands around my neck to start choking me...of course, that is when I awoke, with a *sigh.*

I recently discovered that, according to internet rumors, a scored wife in Hong Kong can kill a cheating husband, with her hands, if she so chooses...legally. Hmm, maybe I should move to Hong Kong, eh?

One of my more intesesting, thrilling recent ventures was buying some new tights and pantyhose. Joy - now, I just have to meet someone would murder me as I am dressed in my new erotic clothing. Or I may have to take matters into my own hands - there are some nice wooded spots in my new area where I moved that have some great places where one could lie down and simply die, restfully.

Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: Death

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From:gloompixie
Date:November 30th, 2004 12:43 pm (UTC)
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Interesting rumor!

You remind me of a case I once read about a man who was obsessed with having a woman stab him to death. I believe he forced himself into a woman's home and begged her to stab him, but she wouldn't and he ended up killing her. Apparently his fantasies had started after he returned from Vietnam -- it was extremely traumatic for him, I suppose.

When and why do you think your fantasies started?
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From:breathlessmd
Date:December 1st, 2004 04:19 am (UTC)
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When did my fantasies start? I've had "death"fantasies for as long as I can remember, but they first started with some of my other odd fantasies, such as quicksand or vore. And that was before they were even sexual, per se. But my asphyxia interest didn't start until later in life, and somehow it just ended up in its current form. (I've had a hosiery fetish all my life as well....)

Inspite of my seeming irrational desire, I am probably too rational to break into someone's house to demand they choke me. :-)
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From:stimpsstar3
Date:November 30th, 2004 04:28 pm (UTC)
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Hey, i found you on a page (pretty sure violent dolls).. great journal.. as with the rumor...wish we could do that here. haha. check me out if u wish.
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From:breathlessmd
Date:December 1st, 2004 04:27 am (UTC)
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Just imagine if you could kill a cheating husband in this country? Half the male population would be gone.

Feel free to email me at crypticalstone@yahoo.com, stimpsstar3, if you wanted to talk about anything at all.
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From:br0kendawl
Date:December 2nd, 2004 10:03 pm (UTC)
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Hello,
I think your thoughts are quite interesting but I really must know...what makes you want to die? I'd rather be put to the brink of death and come back to tell about it.Sure the "ultimate ending" sounds sweet but you only get to do it once...so, I would say that it would be far cooler to be almost killed over and over, that strangulation fantasy is one of my own too, so I know where you're coming from...but in turn I'm not only a victim of strangling but the strangler of others too...its a fun game, don't you think?
Krysi
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From:breathlessmd
Date:December 3rd, 2004 08:23 am (UTC)
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I agree - it would be more fun to be killed over and over again. I guess, for some of us that have a death fantasy, it just seems to be the ultimate thrill, whether it is a fantasy, or an end that one desires. Fantasizing about such an end, in a way, is dying over and over again, if you think about it, as well. But sometimes to actually experience it is quite strong. Keep in mind, this isn't just a suicidal desire, but something a bit different, if that makes any sense.

I've actually been on the brink, and it makes for some pleasant memories - a place that many have explored, or lived (heh) to tell about.

I am also the same way - I have enjoy strangling others, but I very enjoy being strangled myself. I would very much agree that it is quite fun.

~B.
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From:breathlessmd
Date:December 30th, 2004 08:47 pm (UTC)

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That is an interesting proposal, which sounds familiar, though I'd prefer to be strangled than stabbed. I'v always thought just having someone to witness and "help" my death, such as a self-strangulation, would be an interesting proposal for any would-be-murderess. It would be easy to do if I strangled myself, with a similiar letter, since the "witness" wouldn't have to dirty her hands much.

I'd offer that proposal to anyone that would actually do it, but death hasn't quite been my friend so far.
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From:_bad_seed
Date:January 3rd, 2005 12:27 pm (UTC)

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i to would rather be strangled than stabbed, is it possible to strangle yourself to an extent that you could pass out.

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From:lollipopandscar
Date:January 8th, 2005 08:08 pm (UTC)
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sorry it took so long to reply (you emailed me a bit ago). i dont know if i could kill someone now, i am sixteen after all. however i think i am definatly capable of taking a life without a second thought.

as for my most fantascized method of killing, im not quite sure. one i've thought about is to tie up the victim to torture and degrade for a while util they starved to death. stabbing i have also thought is quite beautiful. shotgun to the face would be cool, so i could see their limp body hanging headless and shredded.
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From:breathlessmd
Date:January 25th, 2005 08:53 pm (UTC)
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I love some of your thoughts that you've posted. You have a very interesting and erotic way of looking at things. Plus, you're very beautitful, which for me, is fascinating - beauty and morbid.

Being tied and tortured would be a lovely way to meet one's doom, though I'd prefer to be strangled instead of shot. Slower and much more fun to have one's life choked away, at least for me.

But I find it incredibly sexy that you're capable of taking a life. But that's just me....
From:hellkitn
Date:April 4th, 2006 12:55 am (UTC)

Imagine the possibilities

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Being able to kill your cheating husband legally if you use your hands? Very interesting concept....Mmmmm....all the fun I could have with a law like that here!!
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