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02:09 pm: The fine line...
I saw a commercial at short-films website that was pretty cool - this woman was at a bar, and this guy went to hit on her. Then, suddenly, out of her chest, this thing shot out, grabbed the guy by the head, pulled him into her chest, and she swallowed him whole. She then gave a very satisfying *burp.* Very neat - I've always had this certain thing for the notion of being swallowed alive and whole by a giant plant, monster, or a snake. I guess the fetish is called "Vore," which is definitely an off the wall kink, but I find to be very erotic.

As usual, I have had an interesting conversation with a few people, but they are always just that...conversations. It is a dizzying line to walk between fantasy and a desire for reality, and one that you'd never know you'd cross if the opportunity arose. Of course, I'd like that opportunity to arise, if given a chance.

I need new tights - my old ones are boring, and it'd be nice to get more colors. Perhaps some green or blue would be a decent change?

I've also discovered a new way to choke myself - too fun! But, I am always weary about auto-erotic asphyxia, mostly because, if I was to die, I'd want to do it with someone else, or with a partner. Why die alone, especially if an erotic experience can be shared with a willing partner?

And I discovered I really like the show, "Lost." It is very cool, and the monster in the forest is awesome. I'd like to meet such a beast - huge, terrifying, and ready to rip you to shreds at a moments notice.

I had one of my "ghost" dreams again. It usually involves me being in some, dreary dark house. (Which, to me, is a perfect setting for such a dream, and a place I'd like to explore.) Down a corridor I can feel a dark, evil, malevolent presence in the most shadow-filled part of the house. Normally, a person may want to flee from such a forbidding place, but I am drawn to it. In the dream, I want to be absorbed and consumed by that presence, so I take a step and start heading down that corridor, frightened and yet thrilled at the same time....

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From:stimpsstar3
Date:January 14th, 2005 01:33 am (UTC)
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Long Time. Thought you completed your destiny.
From:(Anonymous)
Date:February 13th, 2005 10:43 am (UTC)
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(http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user=morbid_beauty_)
From:gloompixie
Date:March 9th, 2005 05:06 pm (UTC)
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I would love to see the short film you were talking about! I want to see someone eaten...
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From:breathlessmd
Date:March 9th, 2005 06:06 pm (UTC)

Hello there..

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You can see it at www.ifilm.com. Go to Viral Video>Then click "Next 100," scroll down and look for "Planet Party - Sucker." Then click, and enjoy...There are lots of other fun videos to watch as well.

I found this particular video to be stimulating, especially if you like Vore...
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From:zombiecorpse76
Date:March 24th, 2005 04:51 am (UTC)
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do u have a khols near by?idk but today i bought green,blue,purple and pink tights..cheep too...i somehow remember ur icon pic..i do believe if u were to die in pleasure,it would be even more erotic if u did have someone with you..and if u wanted to kill someone go for it..just make sure u dont tell a damn soul or leave noticable shit for the cops to trase it back to you.
From:mistress_undead
Date:March 25th, 2005 12:54 am (UTC)
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I added you back hun ;) Welcome to my weird exsistence
From:bloody_kisses13
Date:April 26th, 2005 10:48 pm (UTC)
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hey i noticed that you added me to your friends list...i will add you as well. you seem very sexy. and you like alot of the same things i do. *evil grin*
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From:breathlessmd
Date:April 27th, 2005 05:35 pm (UTC)

Hello..

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I thought you had interesting thoughts of your own, some of which are very erotic, which is why I added you, so thanks for adding me back. You are welcome to send me an e-mail if you ever want to chat about this and that...

~B.
From:bloody_kisses13
Date:April 27th, 2005 09:54 pm (UTC)

Re: Hello..

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i will have to take you up on that, sometime. talk to you later.
From:bloody_kisses13
Date:April 27th, 2005 09:57 pm (UTC)
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oh and by the way...loved the pictures on your wedsite. hott!!! loving the pink. take care.
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From:sarah_dragon
Date:May 3rd, 2005 01:07 pm (UTC)

Very very interesting

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What can I say but your one of the more interesting people I have seen yet. And in Maryland of all places, I thought our state was way too boring. I recently experimented with spraying Starter Fluid into a plastic bag and then putting it over my head. I barely got it off my head before I passed out and the experience was quite interesting. Keep searching and dreaming.

Sarah Kym L
From:loki_fire
Date:June 12th, 2005 02:31 am (UTC)
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I hope you don't mind the promotion. You really should apply to our community.
thedoll_house is a rating community for all the dolls (guys and girls) in the alternative scene ...(gothic, transexuals/crossdressers/transvestites,
industrial, cyber, fetish, glam, vamp, alternative, trash, etc)...
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Again, sorry for the promo. I did a search for people that might be interested in our community and your username came up. I hope to see you apply. Take care.
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From:nitimai
Date:January 7th, 2006 06:24 pm (UTC)
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Hey i would like to know the new way to choke yourself! AEA can be fun once and a while
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